On the Upswing...

Loved ones!

That last entry was rough, eh? I should tell you that things have gotten significantly better. And thank you for all your letters/notes of encouragement. Perhaps hitting that kind of low is normal...and everyone seems to deal with it in their own way. Esp. here in Korea. Frustration can manifest itself in so many ways. I grew disillusioned with my way of life, my habits, my vocation, my relationships. It was a strange and unfortunate rut to get stuck in. Wasn't appreciative of anything around me. Chose not to see the beauty in simple things. Like a child's rare perceptiveness to the world around them. Or a loving exchange between two people. Or unexpected compassion from people in positions of authority. Or bubble baths with a good novel. Or a friend's candid sense of humor. I am learning how to laugh more...how to find passion and trust in this new and strange world outside of the communities I was once so comforted by.

Yesterday I began training for a half-marathon. Race day is April 3rd. It's nice to have a goal. Also, taking a big snowboarding trip in early Feb. with some friends. Snowboarding, for me, is the absolute best natural high. Can't wait.

Also, just confirmed vacation dates with the boss, and I'll be back in the US for 10 days in July!! Woooop! That's another nice thing to look forward to.

For now, I'm a much happier, sane person, taking life one day at a time and doing my best to stay motivated and passionate. Rather than continually thinking about what's NEXT, I really am trying to be present and appreciative.

Keep a look-out for my snowboarding pics in a few weeks!

Love,
Rochelle